Fighting my inner battles
11:31 p.m.
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2005-12-28
I feel so conflicted - mentally. I'm just so bored but at the same time, I don't want to do anything. I don't know what to do and everyday I wake up with a groggy headache because everyday I wake up at around 2pm (for The Bill). If there was no "bill" you can bet your bottom dollar I'd be mentally conscious at 3pm.
And I don't even know "bet your bottom dollar means". I'm just listening to Shania Twain "I'm Gonna Getcha Good!"
You can bet your bottom dollar, in time you're gonna be mine.
Just like I should - I'll getcha good
OH WAIT, now that I think about it. My guess is "bet your bottom dollar" means bet your last dollar. I don't know. TV has made me brain dead.
"The year of the HSC, where one's whole future can skyrocket or go through the toilet, or so they tell us" - Looking For Alibrandi
I keep thinking that we're in Year 12 and that this is our year. I think my excessive amount of sleep is getting to me. I have like, no sense of time anymore. That is, until I turn on the TV.
Am I making sense here?
Yeh, I read Looking For Alibrandi again. it just gets funnier everytime I read it. But it's SUCH a waste of time. I started reading Pride and Prejudice, Sherlock Holmes book, Virgin suicides and Looking for Alibrandi. But so far only finished Alibrandi - because I don't have to concentrate when I read it.
"Book Surfing" is what I call it. And like when you're channel surfing, you don't really know what's going on. Except Looking For Alibrandi, in my case anyway. So I don't recommend it.
I'm just writing about so much uninteresting, random stuff here which I'm not 100% sure makes sense. It's not MY fault I'm not Meredith Grey and there's no Dr McDreamy in my life. Not that it's what I want. Nope, I have to study -- now that I'm in Year 12 and all.
If you're into Freebies, google some colleges e.g. Yale, Harvard etc. and get free application forms!!! Told ya I was bored. Remember that you're international.
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