One Hurdle at a Time
6:53 p.m.
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2005-05-05
Today, we had a sub for English. And we weren't left any work so we spent the whole morning talking about formal dresses, HSC, Uni and the future.
I don't know what I want to be. If I died tomorrow, I'd be a ghost because I'd be lost soul. Because my life lacked direction. I'm worried that things aren't going to turn out good for me. I want my life to be more than just OK, you know? I want to do something I enjoy, something that I can look forward to spending about the next 30 years of my life doing. Plus, having focus and a defined route gives you a better chance of reaching your destination.
You can't tell me not to worry because if I don't start worrying now, when should I start worrying about something that will affect me for the rest of my life?. And it's not just figuring out what I want to be that gets me. It's the HSC. It's one thing to know what you want to be, it's another thing to actually be able to achieve it. Holy Moly, everything requires at least 99.95
And NO. I'm not joking.
One hurdle at a time:
>Science Assignment
>Science Practical Exam
>Piano Exam
>Half yearly exams
>Music Practical Exam
I don't have TIME to worry.
DON'T read self-help books. They don't help and you start talking like a wise person, except no one really listens because they know you're not.
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